Saturday, November 13, 2010

6 Years Ago...and it still hurts!

It's no secret that I lost my Mom 6 years ago and its no secret that I miss her dearly!  Actually, words can't really descibe the feeling I have this time of year - I want to happy because I love this time of year, but I'm also sad because I want to enjoy it with my Mom.  I didn't go to the cemetery this year because it makes me cry and I start talking to stone that seriously won't talk back to me...very frustrating.  I did watch the DVD that the funeral home made for us - I cried, smiled and then cried some more - the photographs were a great reminder to me of how wonderful my Mom truly is and then I cried because I want her to be here with me. 

Well, another year has gone by and every year I ask myself...why did I have to lose my Mom?

Miss and love you Mom!

2 comments:

MISSY said...

i love you cindy loo who...sending you a BIG hug!!!oxoxox

Anonymous said...

Sending you a big hug Cindy!